Okay...

I think I may need to take a break from this for a while. In all honestly, I haven't taken a picture in 3 days. There are some people in my life whose relationships I need to focus on, and there's a certain person in my life who is draining all of my energy right now. It's unfortunate, but hopefully he'll soon come to his senses and realize he's just being immature and acting off of completely irrational feelings... I'm not holding my breath, but I can keep a little bit of faith that he's not the idiot who has taken over his body right now. We'll just see. Sorry.

Day 19 and 20

It's been a really boring past couple of days. Yesterday instead of doing AP US I counted how much change I had in my piggy bank and wallet... it was over $35. Pure madness. I need to take it to the credit union because they turn change into cash like Coinstar, but without the 8% fee. So maybe one of these days I'll get around to doing that. I think otherwise I'm just going to keep accumulating coins... it's insane how much that adds up, haha.
Uhhhh Sundays are always mind-numblingly boring, and I worked from 5 to 9. Erik, Aaron, and Rachel came to visit, but it was at a really bad time and I didn't get to talk to them :(. I hate consolidating.

And then I spent today entirely in my room... which I desperately want to redecorate. Not so much a fan of the NEON BRIGHT SEIZURE everything anymore, lol. There's really nothing to say about today. Have you ever looked in the mirror and thought that the person who has been talking in your head your entire life couldn't actually look like you look? I seem to have these weird disbelieving freak-out moments often. It's weird. Like the person who's been having the thoughts in my head aren't me, and therefore can't look like me... but then what has the person who looks like me been thinking? I don't really know how to explain that better. I'm crazy. Really don't have anything else to say, today was soooo boring.

...I hate blogs.

Haha I guess I don't actually hate them. I just hate having to be tied to things. Structure is good, but always having to do something in a certain way at a certain time drives me craaazy.

Day 14, April 1
Yeah, I didn't take the second picture... thank you, Erik!!!! I took the first one though, and even though it's not of Kimya Dawson (who I was the most excited to see, haha), it's one of my better pictures from the show. My camera isn't the best for dark places. Anyway, it was super fun and Kimya talked to Aaron a lot because he was insane and there weren't too many people there, so it had a nice feel to it. A little bit political, but I mean I guess it's ok to spread your opinions on anarchy to the people you're playing for, Spoonboy...? Oh yeah, Erik sucks at finding parking garages, Wendy's fries plus frosties are delicious, and getting lost (when you actually want to get lost) is probably one of my favorite activities, creepy roads or not.

Day 15, April 2
I went with my family to Friendly's... ick. I'm not a fan of Friendly's. Sure, they have ice cream, and that's always good. But I can't say the same about the real food or the service. But whatever, yay food. My sister got chocolate all over her face and wouldn't let me take a picture of her mouth, so you'll just have to pretend. I'm sure that Wednesday (?) was a terribly uneventful day.

Day 16, April 3
Haha, this picture has absolutely nothing with that day at all. I just liked it... I like shooting in macro. It makes everything small seem significant, and everything big just a blur. So I went to school and worked, but that day was good because I think finally mostly everyone knows I at least work there, if not my name yet. Yeah, that's kind of depressing... but it's what happens when you're quiet. The people I work with on Thursdays are awesome at finishing early, too. :)

Day 17, April 4
More macro... I've eaten almost an entire bag of peanut M&Ms since Thursday. Yum.
Friday I slept over at Erik and Christine's, like I've done almost every weekend since like
January. And we always somehow manage to make hours fly past without actually doing anything. What did we do Friday, we went to get food and suddenly it was midnight or something, and Molly and Laura came and we watched O Brother Where Art Thou, but I fell asleep. That's pretty much all we did, haha. Strange. Always fun, though.

Day 18, April 5
Yesterday was fun-filled... woke up, took a shower at my house, then went to Panera for lunch with a bunch of people. And we managed to talk for over 2 and a half hours straight. Haha it never ceases to amaze me how much girls can talk. Insaaane. Then I drove Maddie home and returned CDs to the library (I had around 10 or 15... I'm bad at returning things.), went home and burnt my finger in my toaster oven (the metal really didn't seem that hot), then went to see You Can't Take it With You! And that was hilarious. Christine was really funny, even though she didn't have to try too hard at her character... she's already a crazy old lady. The set was really cool, and I liked how the red-white-black theme got to all of the characters, though I think it would have been perfect if Morgan's character was wearing red, white, and black when she took off her pink jacket once she finally accepts her family the way it is... but that's okay.
So after that I went home and my dad said he has disposable cameras that have rolls that need to be finished, so I guess I'll be playing around with those a little. Though they're not nearly as much fun as SLR's...



I'm happy to know that there are some fools who actually read this! I hadn't realized I hadn't enabled it so everyone could comment, but now I'm pretty sure you don't need an account to comment my blog. So comment it! I'd like all of your feedback. :) I'll get a picture of today up hopefully tonight; I haven't seen anything of interest yet.